


im happy but sad today .
im happy because ive finally overcome my stage fear .
i stood right infront of my lower sec juniors and gave my piece of reflection .
YAY YAY :D
and then after that went for meeting .
yeah . mr yeo tried to "reason" out with me and also trying hard
to convince me that i HAVE TO become a GOOOD girl with nicely tied NO FRINGE HAIR , TUCKED IN shirt and UNFOLD SKIRT.
just because im the president of interact club . just because im the role model . just because ive to set good example for my board members , fellow interactors . mr yeo knows that he's stressing me up . he even told the board that he dont even
know that whether i can handle the stress anot . but well , he got it all right . im really really really super stressed up .
and im sooo stressed up recently , like ive warned you guys not to annoy/irritate me luh .
i actually scolded syafiq today when he irritated me . FYI , he irritates me EVERY SINGLE DAY .
but ive never ever been angry with me for the past 7 months . no matter how hard he beats me ( as in play play kind BUT its rlly hard i swear ) and no matter how he pulls my hair or irritates me with his words nd all .
and today , being too fucked up by the my studies thingy and my interact thingy , i actually scolded him like
nobody's business . and it rlly shocked him . at first , he thought i was kidding as usual but when he sees me
not laughing at cbk nd his jokes . he knows im rlly angry and he apologise to me at least ten times today .
SEE , I CAN BE REALLY FIERCE >:@
starting from tomorrow , ive to be that GOOOD GIRL .
w no fringe and proper attire . hais .
now that ive moved on ;
i dont wna look back ;
i dont wna face the cruel past .



helloo . haha .
TODAY ; schoooling sucks like nobody's business luh :C
i hate daniel chong can ! he FORCED THE WHOLE CLASS TO GO FOR PRACTICAL AFTER SCHOOL .
fooook loh . wasted my time . my physics sucks now because he doesnt know how to teach .
well , im gna consult mr botak yeo ( THE BEST PHYSICS TEACHER EVER )
hmm . most probably starting when eoy's nearing .
cos you know , I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL MY BEST SUBJECT .
hohohoho . complained to mr peter yeo tht my physics nd maths sucks because i dont understand
what the teachers are teaching . and he said that he will give me tuition after school .
lols . hopefully he will give me some tips for maths :S whahahahahhaa .
didnt go for tuition today because xinen is still sick , im too tiredd .
ran around cwp w shurou nd xiaomin to get th doorgifts .
phew . like FINALLY (:
tomorrow im gg present my khao lak trip thing to the lower sec during their assembly .
haha . no more run away already . hhohoho . needa boost my confidence a lil (:
super stress this week so please dont annoy/irritate me this week or else you'll
see my finger prints on your faces , scratches on your hands or bruise around your body .
so becareful okay ! whahahaha . school work and interact stuffs are suffocating me .
SO PEOPLE , GOODLUCK TO SHIYU ALRIGHT ! (:
and may god bless all . :D



went to school with 4 guys .
jiawei , weikeong , chongping nd boonkiat .
LOL . i was shocked to see so many people waiting for me .
HAHA . then reached school . ong kweihuat passed me sweets .
yay yay ! i brought one packet of mentos for my classmates and kweihuat
bought me two packets of mentos lime . so , ive gt lotsa sweets today :D
well , school was alright . mr clement tay didnt come to school for 2 days already .
LOLS . then physicsn test was like oh so difficult . and i know im gna fail it .
hais . like syafiq always says ; what kind of teacher = what kind of results . gd teacher = results .
bad teacher = bad results . BOOOOOOOO !~ daniel chong , clement tay , edward de cruz all dunnoe how to teach one .
then slacked awhile . and home sweet home . (:



i just had my dinner (:
yay yay ! alright . school was kinda BO-LING uh .
haha . hmm . went for remedial today ! im gooood :D
oh , and there LIFE 5 . WOOOOHOOO !
2nd dec - 7th dec ! IM GOING IM GOING IM GOING !
here i come chao tai mai ! i misss the adorable kids there :C
anyone wna join me ? trust me .
its a different experience altogether ! :D



im back from school .
yay yay ! I HEARD THAT I PASSED MY CHEM TEST !
good headstart ? hope so .
hohoho . played volley , rugby and learned soccer frm boon kiat .
i think im happy and i should be contented w the way im living now .
cos ive got nice classmates and friends .
hahahahhahaaha .



M-O-N-D-A-Y .. MONDAY !
lalalalala . alright . im having monday blues luh . :C
still in my weekend mooddd . hais .
im starting to get into the studying mood people .
i dont know why but im beginning to be afraid .
im afraid i'll be lag behind with all my friends moving on .
cos my maths teacher isnt the kind whom can produce good students .
english ; edward is getting lamer as days go by
chem ; i think mrs chew speaks alien language luh . I DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT.
physics ; i think i've gtta thank god , mum nd dad for giving me the PHYSICS PRO genes luh .
art ; YAY YAY ! ive improved in sketching (:
ss ; lynn see isnt that bad afterall . cos i get pretty good grades .
chinese ; HAH . i feel more like a malay student now .
geog ; i think ive really really gtta PRAY HARD .
just a year more to o levels .
i know it well and i know it good .
i pave my own way . therefore , im gna start studying now .
at least i know its not too late to start now .
shiyu have already played enough so she has to start settling down and STUDY .
she's already in commitment and if she doesnt do well , you'll see her start shaking hands with
the sec twos now . AND I KNOW I DONT WANT THAT . ive seen too many people gg NO WHERE after o levels .
and for my dear friends out there ;
im serious . start studying before its too late .
i dont wna see you guys end up crying after you see your EOY results and your o level results.
START GROWING UP !. put all the love , bgr , childish mindset AWAY .
haha . IM NOT GNA CARE ABOUT THOSE CHILDISH ILOVEYOU YOULOVEME I WNABEWITHYOU YOUWNABEWITHME
ALL THOSE SHIT ALREADY .
wonder why i said all these stuffs ?
hahaha ,. if youre rlly curious , ask me personally .
no doubt i'll still be going out , gg overseas , playing pool and all .
BUT I PROMISE MYSELF , NOT THAT OFTEN . :&
GROW UP PEOPLE :D
being ah lians / ah bengs wont give you money/food/houses in the future !
im being a lil too naggy nd draggy here .
so BYEBYE PEOPLE . and do takecare of yourselves kay !
shiyu is hving headache and stomachache so OFTEN THAT everybody goes : " aiyo ... again ?" :C



she looks forward to it . but afraid of it . hopeful yet discouraged .
physically out of the past . mentally in the past .
hahahahahahhaah . THIS IS SO LIKE REFLECTING WORDS FROM MY HEART .
but i got it from a friend of mine 'S NICK (:



idontknowwhyifeelsofuckedupandstressnowadays.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
interactschoolfamily.
imdamnstressluh.
imgoingmad.imgoingcrazy.
LIFEsucks.



went back to sch to help out the bazaar thingy .
seriously saying , im dont look forward to this RH day thing okay !
whatever (:
i was "roaming" around friendster just now .
and i came across dede's profile . for those who went for LIFE 4 . you guys should know who she is luh .
and memories just flashed back . perharps im to sentimental/emotional , i felt sad.
why ? her profile had some pictures of CHAO TAI MAI and the LIFE4 people .
reminiscene you can say (: after looking at those photos , it set me thinking that we , singaporeans
can enjoy watching tvee playing computer and buy new clothes every now and then . what about them ?
and so much after i came back to s'pore , ive forgotten what the people over thr experience in their every day life .
i dont think that we should look at the third world country people as poor and unhappy people.
cos' what they have is what we dont . they have beautiful scenery just outside their door .
the freedom they get is what you dont get here in singapore.
in s'pore or rather in first world countries , people slog like there's no tomorrow , people mug like there's no tomorrow .
yes , after all the mugging and slogging , you get your pay your nice grades . and you need that in order
to get you new clothes , good food , houses , good transport and all . BUT after getting all this , ask yourself
ARE YOU HAPPY ? hahaha . in places like thailand and the third world countries , they DONT get good amenities , good food, nice / branded clothes BUT THEY ARE HAPPY . its because to them , all they need is just 3meals , a roof over their head .
AND THATS IT . simple yet contented . they dont need all the bloody certs , they dont needa mug nor slog .
they perharps will only need to sell some pratas, some drinks , go fishing or farming . thats it .
its simpler and easier compared to the jobs like manager of whatever company you see . or just a small receptionist or clerk's
workload are enough to pile up like mountains of work .
godd . i miss chao tai mai ! i miss the kids over there !
i hope there will really be another cip overseas trip during the end of yr . :D
didnt go school today . yay yay !
hahhaa . but i just received a bloody news ; i must wear the ugly orange tee shirt tmrw .
godd . its like i cant wear my tie nd blazer :C
lols . the orange racial harmony shirt is SUCHA DISGRACE PEOPLE .
who the hell would like an orange shirt with COLOURFUL pictures and printings .
i remembered mr jay lim and all critising the shirt ytd !
he say he wouldnt wear the shirt . hahahaa .
even the art teacher say its a UGLY SHIRT okay !
i wonder who the hell designed it . URGH .
im gg back to school later to help out syafiq cos' he said he needs my help .
SAY IM HELPFUL (: LOLS .
and after that , im gg for my board meeting . then home sweet home . :D



im back from school .
i didnt and im NOT gna watch tvee today .
yes , for those who know me well , you guys must be dropping your jaws and slapping your faces asking if that's
for real . hahahah . cos i watch tveee like EVERYDAY during the prime hours . 7-10(:
well , totally shag and tired luh .
lessons as per normal . then had art sketching test and blahh .
then it was chem test . yea~ i wrote rubbish :C
after school , watch inter-class soccer .
we lost to 3character by a penalty goal .
well , cos its like we were supposed to win them luh .
as in like they hv a broken knee player ( i mean they lost one player)
blah . it was the first time i saw my classmates cry okay .
as in THE GUYS . lols . so its like super sad to see them like that luh .
though its only a interclass but i believe that the guys have already done their best .
after that i went for my practice for emcee speech .
godd . miss pushpa wants me to take over fatin's speech .
not all luh but HALF . which is already like a lot luh !
cos i still have my part you know . :C
well , im trying HARD NOT TO SLANG LUH . i mean like not purposely wna slang one okay!
hais . :C then the rest went home and i stayed back to help miss pushpa to work on the wirefest thing .
YAY YAY ! my work is on display people ! GO AND TAKE A LOOK (:
ahaha . mine's like so not nice but it's on display so im happpyyyy ! :D
probably not gg to school tmrw .
depends on my mood . cos my wisdom tooth rlly hurts A LOT .
we'll seeee luh (:



godd . my voice SUCKS !
hahah . VOICE BREAK (:
hahah . dont ask me what im doing , cos i dont even know it myself (:
and im not feeling alright .
moood swing you can say .
haha ! BYE (:
back from school .
im not happy cos im stress.
i flunk my maths test ! WTF .
and the teacher not only did NOT teach me but he wants me to teach my classmates .
urgh . the bazaar thing also kinda stress me out luh . tight budget !
and chem , chinese , maths , english HOMEWORK AND PROJECTS .
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO .



yesterday ;
had board meeting , then went to raffles court or something like that .
for the survery thing ,. ahahaha . then headed back to woodlands .
had swensens . then home sweet home .
OH YA , I BOUGHT WATERBOTTLE (:
hahahaha . xiaomin bought diff colour one ! couple waterbottle :D
looks at SY (:
TODAY ;
daddy drove me to the doctor .
came home . then to grandpa's house .
had dinner nd home sweet home .
i dread going to school for i dont know why .
hais . perharps its because i cant catch up . :C
chem , e maths , eng , chinese , art , ss , geog , physics .
i know its like the LEAST subjects your can take but i STILL cant do well in them !!!!!
and that makes me feel lousy . urgh !



alright . ive been SOOO busy these few days luh .
okay . on the 10th , went esplanade and sculpt sm balloons .
play playing played . reached home around 11plus ?
was so damn tired on the next day :C
then on the 11th , went to the esplanade again .
sculpt ballooons and decorated the concert hall ? im not sure if you call that a hall . whatever !~
SASTIFACTION :D when you see your work up there , it feels so great !
haha . then crap crap awhile .
had dinner , MACDONALDS . we had so much of it that i swear i wont eat mac for at least 2 weeks . LOL .
after that went for the concert tittled sergeant pepper's concert .
they have those rock n roll bands , singers and kiddys .
the singers there SING DAMN NICE . ITS REALLY DAMN NICE I SWEAR .
they've got like super powerful voice ! ( like kelly clarkson) hahahahaah .
i realised all the css , project superstar are soo gone case kind . hahahah .
today.
go to school , play a fool , had two test , geog and math .
hahaha . oh ya , the guys in my class are so like super cute luh .
they sing and sing all day long . lols . you guys probably wont understand why i said theyre cute
but xinen , jo and xiaomin will know . :l>
tomorrow ;
meeting early in the morning .
after that im gg to watch harry potter (:
YIPPEEEEEE YAY YAY !



alright . back from schoooool .
hate school nowadays cos' mr edward gives hmwk EVERYDAY .
and i still got a pile of homework waiting for me to do!
godd . later still needa go down to esplanade to sculpt balloons .
will be reaching hm around ten plus ! :C
i dont have th time for hmwk you seeeeeee !
gosh gosh !
jiejie is coming home tday ! yay yay .
she bought me mini chivas . hohohoho .
its been so long since i drank chivas .
i miss martell !
looks at weikeong !!!!!! hahahhahaa .
you promised to buy martell for me on yr birthday .
i guess he has forgotten it . LOL .
that guy is busy wooing girl luh . OOOOPPS :S
haha . bye people (:



GUESS WHOS BLOGGING?!
chiam the xin the en! HOHOHO
OKAY! basically i feel like blogging here
GOING TO BALLLOOOONNN SCUPLTING.. tml! like till 9 pm? so its gna be f-fing late. by then suuppposed to be 10 pm or so. and my momma and papa miss me like hell! ahaha!
okay, yuejiao is messaging me now saying shes stuck outside her hse, cos no ppl. hoho! and im like asking her to climb in the window! wahahaaha
how random.
anywayy! toddayy miss maz lesson was very interesting! or rather, sad lah! shes telling us how to get down with our oral. so like shes concentrating on the conversational part. and she shared one of her experience.. perhaps two years ago(:
its abt her being the examinier for olvl when her phone rang and said that her sis's fiancee pass away. sad lah. i dont wna elaborate. hoho!
OKAY IM GOING OUT LATER!
MUACKKKKSSSSS MY GIRRRRRRLLLLSSS.
BYE!
roar, i still cannnot do finish move.
how sucky am i.
faint.
fainting.
fainted.



im back !(:
went for pool at arena today .
i know , its like AGAIN (:
haha . with gerald , raymond , norman , glen , joanna , tian fa .
fun fun ! lols . its gooood to go out with my old time friends .
and i saw norman's flintstone friends !hahahaaha .
i dont know if the spelling is right , forgive me if its wrg !(:
and theres this thing which made me unhappy .
im alr under so much pressure and people still dont wnt to let me off .
stop being sucha hypocrite will you !
i know its MY FAULT to not attend the camp BUT it wont kill YOU
if you dont tell freddy , christina and co. that .
and they come nagging at me like nobody's business !



heyo ! IM HERE TO BLOG AGAIN (:
today ;
morning went out w joanna to partyworld .
suyi and shurou pangseh us . :C
suyi went dating instead . OOOPPSSS :X
hahaha . sing sang sung ! then meet up w keong,lionel and lydia .
super LONG never see LIONEl already . haha .
keep pulling jo alone to accompany me but she wasnt like comfortable being w lydia and lionel .
so ya , we( as in with lydia and co.) walked around fareast .
then around 4plus , jo wanted to meet up w xiaomin and haowen .
so , we spilt up . keong and co. went to bugis .
felt a lil guilty . haha . then walked ard , then went to cuppage .
oh ya , we saw warren and kelvin on our way there .
wasnt VERY in MOOD today because of many things luh .
jo knows some of the reasons . then reached cuppage , played awhile .
starting i was really emo , for i dunnoe why . maybe because i felt abit empty and lousy .
but nvm , after awhile i was back to my own self ! (:
AND THEN .... my skills improved tremendously ! woooohoooo .
i won haowen,xiaomin and jo. lost warren by just one last black ball .
how proud can i be man ! hahahaaha .
after all the games , i felt giddy and all .
so we left the place , jo wanted to hv her dinner while the rest wanted to go home .
therefore , we spilt up again . after dinner , we went home .
we were retarted or something like that on our way home .
started rubbishing and all ! ahhaa .
alright . tmrw still not confirm gg where .
shall blog some other day !
TATA~



even if its friends , are they fair weather friends or true friends ?
a question i ask myself .
how many of them can be trusted?
i dont even know whether theres ONE .
HAHAHAHAHAHAA !
well , i know you are wondering why am i blogging now when im
supposed to be in th camp right . i didnt go for the canp as i didnt feel like going .
the excuse for not gg for th camp is : my swollen eye .
my left eye is reallly swollen okay ! im not lying or whatsoever.
and i look like a fugly retard with the swollen eye .
i had a hard time deciding whether to go for th camp or not .
mr conscience and miss guilty , standing on my shoulders .
i wna go but i didnt wna go . haha . only shurou and suyi will understand .
and all people saying that im bad and all to not go for th camp.
it was my first time being so indecisive for such trival things .
i nearly broke down you know . cos its like its the second time that
i didnt attend the camp . furthermore , its like LAST MIN AGAIN !
godd . alright . enough of the camp thing .
after all that shit , i went to the bball court .
haha . support the netball interclass games .
then i went to the soccer .
brandon knees were dislocated . super scary i swear !
though i dont rlly like him but i hope he get well soon !(:



back from school .
today was a hectic day .
phew . mr edward was being sucha coward . HAHA . IT RHYMES (:
no luh . he's just being super irritating luh !
homework and homework and MORE HOMEWORK .
zzz. after school , disiao-ed taufik .
his art is SUPER GOOD! godd .
upon looking at their art , you'll feel that our artwork are actually SHIT .
YES , S-H-I-T . LOL .
went for my interact meeting .
kinda pissed off but im alright now .
after meeting , did a bit of drawing
and off to play bball (:
in the court , i do NOTHING BUT SHOUT AND SCREAM
ahha . if you ask me what's my forte , i would say screaming and shouting ?
ahaha . AS IF . camp tomorrrooowwwww !
weisheng is being nice to agree to help me take my slping bag tmrw (:
YAY YAY ! i'll be bringing my phone there , SO , IF YOU GUYS MISS ME, FEEL FREE TO SMS ME .
HAHA . takecare peopleee !



YAY ! like finallyy , i can online and blog already .
haha . alright . school sucks as usual .
BUT i still love my class ! ahha .
people like wenhao , cheeyong , daniel and shaq never fails
to bring laughters and brighten up out days !(:
interact meetings are getting on my nerves .
thr re always absentees and people always dont do things on time .
sometimes , they even rely on me too much !
expect me to pave the way for them and then WALK WITH THEM .
WHAT A BIG HAHA ! no doubt , its stressful being a president .
urgh . but its okay , cos my effort will pay off someday I HOPE !(:
alright . im the MCEE for the art gallery .
i agreed on being the mcee as i wanted to promote
our art gallery during our installation .
to let botak chan know that we're doing our part in building the school's reputation .
haha . AND TADAH , we'll get MORE FUNDS XD
thats my main motive ! ahhaahahahah . GRINS *
oh ya , I WNA CHANGE PHONE .
haha . jo and i are getting the same phone .
COUPLE PHONE , YA RIGHT ~
reply tags here !
cos i cant tag the tagboard .
ALICE : haha . thanks for tagging ! enjoy yr life in poly (:
KEONG : YOURE NOT NICE ! ahaha .
HUIYA : HELLO ! (: its SOO NOT GIRLS BUT GIRL . cos only got SHIYU (:
LINCOLN : HELLO ! haha . stop planning last min gathering ! (:
WARREN, ZHONGGED, RAYAN; tag more often luh ! takecare (:
KWEIHUAT : I WANT CANDIES (:



haha . yesterday afternoon went out for lunch and bought some stuffs .
then headed home . wanted to catch a movie with uncle neo weikeong .
BUT i crawled onto my bed once i reached home .
and tadah ! , slept till 6 . and didnt feel like gg out .
uncle neo was being nice to NOT SCOLD ME . haha .
then around 7plus , called my aunt and asked her whether wna go out for dinner not .
then dragged awhile , and went to cwp for dinner .
first of all , carpark was full ? dumb right ?
then the whole mall was flooded with lotsa people .
after that , we wanted to go swenses but the queue was like WOW .
ma chiam eat swenses no need pay money like that . haah .
so we went to gelare instead . well , the queue was shorter luh .
BUT the table we got was like WTH , out of nowhere kind .
nevermind , wanted to get a TEESHIRT from outfitters .
but didnt get it in the end . haha .
then went home . (:
today !(:
woke up , watch tvee till NOW .
maybe later gg out with my family . haha .
oh ya , suyi and me signed up for the rotary camp .
6-8th july . so threee days without updates .
xiaomin say she'll be having her reds and xinen i dunnoe why she doesnt wna go .
hope it'll be fun (: wilma and all will be thr and lincoln nd benedict will be visiting us . LOL .
well , is it me or is it them ?
haah . cos' i just cant stand their doings and actions .
it just irks me you see .
why must GIRLS HAVE GUYS BY THEM ?
ijustcantstandpeoplebeingBITCHESyouseeeee .